I once read that photographers take their camera with them everywhere because they never know what they will find. So, being in my best ‘I wannabe a photographer’ mindset, I took my camera with me when I went to Phoenix, AZ to attend the training session “Lands for Line Officers.” I asked to go to this class. I looked forward to going, and I learned a lot. It was a good class, but having a good time wasn’t in the course objective. Sometimes, going to a training session and having a fun trip are two different things.
While I was there, I took a few photos of things that I thought were pretty typical of training sessions: the Class, the Training Binder, the Friendly Strangers, and the PowerPoint Presentation. Looking back at those photos I found myself recalling a stream of random thoughts about that week. My memory and perceptions were part fuzzy, part punctuated. I wanted the photos to work with that random and sometimes akaward mindset. In responce to those thoughts and feelings, I decided to handle the display of these photographs a little different from how I printed and matted my previous photos. I made these prints smaller, darker and surround in a soft blur. You need to step up close to see them, uncomfortably close, and make an effort to decipher each message from that small, short presentation.
I hope you appreciate my attempt to capture an uncomfortable, but chosen moment. My ten photos will be showing in my office hallway starting March 20, 2006.

I hate to eat alone.
My husband sent roses to my hotel room because I was away from home on Valentines Day.
I was at training, and the information was very useful.

I love to travel, and I am grateful that I was able to attend this class, but I rarely relax at training sessions. I only knew a few people. I knew one Lands Offficer, a Forest Supervisor and the Pacific Southwest Regional Director of Natural Resources. I’m sure they weren’t interested in looking at clothing and hanging out at the mall after class.
There was a lot of small talk and I was tired and sometimes I couldn’t concentrate. The people I met were really nice and told interesting stories.

The classes were well thought out and taught by skilled practitioners. The rooms were comfortable, and the binder was well organized and complete. Some of the classes had no new information for me, and some are packed with new gems that I look forward to using soon.
I hope that I can remember everything I learned. I need to know this stuff and know how to effectively use it when the situation arises. Did I already mention that had problems sleeping and I couldn’t concentrate?
On the last day of the training, the closing speaker was inspirational and I made a new friend from the Bureau of Land Management. I frequently found myself looking forward to going home.


